And instagram and snapchat and tumblr and pinterest and the internet. Why have you showed me a beautiful world outside of my bubble exists when I will most likely never be able to see it as I am stuck here, held down by my responsibilities to my family as well as a paranoid mother? It’s not something I should be upset about. I must show unconditional love and devotion to my family and I will look like such a selfish bitch if I don’t stay back and take care of them and I just up and leave to travel the world. None of my friends will ever understand. No one will.